a Realisation

I cannot deny that I am extremely vexed at what had happened.

Yet I also have to admit that this incident is not a mere individual one but is a problem related to the flaws which dwell in my entire characteristics: lack of discipline and of control over my own temper and emotion.

I do regret the happening and the nearly unbearable outcome. However, I shall say that I will not just wish that this single event could be prevented. In other words, it is the adjustment on my characteristics that is much more important, much more desirable. For the similar case could happen again if I do not bring about any alteration to myself.

Obviously, I need more improvement. Herewith, a manifestation of a truth is also now rather clear. After this matter, it dawns on me that I have not prepared yet. I shall not try my hand at something fit for more mature people.