a Realisation

I cannot deny that I am extremely vexed at what had happened.

Yet I also have to admit that this incident is not a mere individual one but is a problem related to the flaws which dwell in my entire characteristics: lack of discipline and of control over my own temper and emotion.

I do regret the happening and the nearly unbearable outcome. However, I shall say that I will not just wish that this single event could be prevented. In other words, it is the adjustment on my characteristics that is much more important, much more desirable. For the similar case could happen again if I do not bring about any alteration to myself.

Obviously, I need more improvement. Herewith, a manifestation of a truth is also now rather clear. After this matter, it dawns on me that I have not prepared yet. I shall not try my hand at something fit for more mature people.

the Challenge

拖了又拖,
終於報了托福,
考生眾多(嚇死人,嫌錢太多呀!),排到的時間感覺有點晚了,
可以想見,到時候申請會有點趕.
這就留到那時候再煩惱吧!
(兩個月後可能會想打現在的自己~哈)

也不知道怎麼會這樣拖了那麼久,
之前遲遲未報的理由,
說要先調查什麼云云,
其實到現在也沒搞定,
簡而言之,
拖了那麼久,
其實真的沒有意義,
只再次證明了自己遇事拖延的風格>"<

真苦惱.

報名的時候,
選擇日後寄送成績單的學校,
如夢似幻~~
後來再仔細去看那些入學的資格條件,
發現還真的很不容易,
一年只收不到三十個學生,
招生對象卻擴及寰宇.

"我到底憑什麼認為自己能脫穎而出呀?"
我不禁想問自己.

不積極一點,
不有條理一點,
不堅忍一點,
恐怕永遠都只是一個Daydreamer.
成績單就只會是寄好玩的.

保持危機意識;
想法要能化為行動.
真難!
但盡力而為,
求主看顧

Preface

長久以來便覺Google的blog介面清爽宜人,
看來甚感舒適,
終於決定加入成為它的blogger,
以表支持.

關於版名
Ken是我的名字,
字根locu則有說話(speak)之意.
合併之,謂 This is Ken speaking.

似乎可表現出Blog對於使用者的功用.

往後在此分享我的話語,
請各位支持^^